How to cross the road

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Look left, look right, look left again. When the cars are slowing down, raise your right hand then start crossing the road.

How many of us has forgotten to do the above? Must be many, including me. Next time do it when u r crossing. Since, primary school kids and do it. Why not u and me? We have forgotten to show appreciation to drivers who slow down just to let us cross since the day we feel that it's embarrassing. Why am I suddenly talking about it. 

When to attend lesson w my son this morning, he know how to gave and return things to the basket. Time really make him learn, while what have I learn in the passed months? Nothing much, just maybe do better and faster at work. 

Hubby bought him a float last week, those can seat-on type of big float. Tested its condition on Tuesday but yesterday it was spoiled before u reach the pool. The float is puncture with unknown object at unknown time. Sheldon was really excited to see the pool. Previously, he was super scare or should I use crowardily instead. He does cry and take a very long time to get use to the swimming pool. Okay, maybe coward is a bit harsh. Then timid ba! 

The Change of his attitude towards swimming could be due to
1. Yesterday he has friends in the pool w him
2. Have many swimming props/toys.
3. Comfortable floats what is inflating lol. 
4. A 45cm diameter float ( borrowed from fren, it's a float for his age 11mths. Heard can get at kiddy palace. Will try our luck later ) 
5. A pool that is deep enough he won't touch the bottom ( mother instincts told me it's related to his behavior )
6. Early in the morning when he is still in his playing mode/ the sun is not too hot.


24 aug 2013 went church to Witness mother in law get baptize. It's her "birthday". She is closer to god, she is truly happy about it. The longer I get to know her the better I love her. Like everyone of us. She needs attention and love. I will love her.

Mommy I miss u, when will u be back to hug me? Like the way I hug Sheldon.

HK I'm going
Posted by beetle at 12:13 AM

Gone! Everything I just wrote are gone.

Not again.

Remember to put up ur hangs when cross the road. Show the driver we thank them for stopping!

Son had a great time at pool
Buy the right float ( 7 mth and above can try 45 cm float )
Get more babies to swim so they don't feel lonely
Buy them some toys were they can chase, distract them from the water

Go go go have fun swimming

Sheldon knows how to gave things to other and to return things to ppl. Great job!
Posted by beetle at 12:09 AM

Returning

Sunday, August 04, 2013

Hi everyone,

Most likely no one is really my blog anymore due to lack of update and maintenance.

Life has been great to me. 
Graduated from uni, got myself engaged, married, pregnant and become a mother for almost 11 months.

It's really an exciting and surprising journey. 

Now I'm confused, don't want what else to blog about. I treasure the moment where I keep things to myself. Yet today I urge overpowered me to start sharing again.

How's family?
It's expanding just like the way universe is expanding. Supernova/ brilliant star/White dwarf star/ back holes. Hoping the black hole don't ever come near me, it will absord all the light that stars emit and distort the space. Can't continue anymore it's scary. 

How's married life? 
Too short for me to enjoy anything as a couple. Got myself the baby too quick and too sudden. Before I realize I'm someone's wife. I'm preparing myself to be mother. That's crazy right! Yes, indeed! 

How's parenthood?
Still struggling, too many things to learn. Child really grow up fast. Feel like I'm always lack behind his progress. I need to constantly catch up with him. Im drunk in his angelic smile and behavior. 

How's work?
I love my work just hope I can do better and faster to impress those people who trust me. I hate to let people down esp those who put their trust on me. My child is my power supply at work. 

How's friends? 
Pls don't envy me, I have the best bunch of friend anyone can get. 

With love 

Mother beetle :) 
Posted by beetle at 7:03 AM

wat color am i?

Thursday, January 29, 2009

yet another sms send by my friend to me~
the question goes like this: what color am i, in your eye?
1) white-someone who meant alot to you
2) blue- someone who is very practical
3)green- someone you think of occasionally
4) yellow-someone you won't forget
5) red- the person u hate
6) orange- some who can be trust as a friend
7)pink - sex partner
8) purple - your love one

got this sms this morning from a green friend of mine! thought it might mean nothing but after u send the reply it mean something to someone!

recently, ern... how should i phrase it?
Do i still love
Yes, but i'm getting weaker. the more i ask the more answers i got the more disappointing i'm getting in the relationship. i'm simply too jealous! i hope i wasn't like this all the time but things just keep getting back to me.
Do i still care
yes, but how much am i allow to care? where is my limit? i don't want to find out yet i don't wan to know so soon.
Are you thinking of ending it now.
yes, occasionally. whenever, i lost confidence in myself!
Are you happy to be together
extremely
Do you think he love you as much as you love him
i don't have a certain answer. even thought he said he do but is that because of some other factors that make him love me now and not forever.
Are you ready for the change
NO. i don't wan to change... to the worst!
Do you want to know the truth
Maybe.... Yes i want to know. but i scare i'll tie more end knots that will present in me and in this relationship...
Will you accept the truth
i won't know what is the truth! can i choose to believe what i was told is real?
Do you think u are Noob/newbiez
yes, i'm in a mature relationship like this. i couldn't differentiate at all!
Do you still wan to be his side?
maybe. i'm not sure! i don't know when is the right time to leave? or should i ever think about it at all? Yes yes yes i wan to be with him only if he don't have the past!

i'm so sorry to us!
Posted by beetle at 9:18 AM

sms of the month

Monday, October 13, 2008

老师问学生: 人生自古谁无死...死你接下一句!
学生答: 人生自古谁无屎, 有谁大便不用纸!
老师很生气, 叫学生罚站.

隔年, 老师又问回同样的问题...
这时学生聪明了!
他答: 人生自古谁无屎, 有谁大便不用纸. 若君不用卫生纸, 除非你是用手指.
老师很火大又叫学生罚站.
这时老师看见窗外下着下着雪,就遗憾地说: 上天下雪不下雨,雪到底上变成雨. 变成雨时多麻烦, 为何当初不下雨...
学生又回复老师: 老师食饭不食屎, 饭到肚子变成屎. 变成屎时多麻烦, 为何当初不屎...

就这样, 老师当场晕倒.
hahaha~~~
Posted by beetle at 4:26 AM

recalling + NS

Thursday, October 09, 2008

gathering, meet-up and hanging out with friends has become what i do for my free time! guys are enrolling into NS due to great policy of s'pore gov. i'll miss all of them cos they are so special to me in my life! we really shared alot of joys and sadness together! too many that we don't even bother! life are so rountine sian arh! everyday wake up then wait for the day to end then sleep then everything repeat itself again! i think tt's the life w/o friends. this year too many important friends had left me. luckily the friendship never die! :)
MH last long hair before he enlist to NS on 9 oct 8 together with KL girl girl !
the shit Leon who failed his NAFA end up in NS 1 month earlier than KL + MH! lousy!! hahaha still go ugly lor! only the green cap looks good! monkey + "snake"

he story goes like this! one fine afternoon on my 1st recess week in Uni these 2/3 friend drive to campus to visit me! really got touched lor!
the "girl" who you see vending the tissue paper from the machine was so amazed by the existence of it. according to him he only use it in primary sch days and can't believe ppl still using it nowadays. so he told out x cents and don the tissue (excitment builds up)

finally, he got the tissue! so happy!

the left, Before and After! KL so ella (SHE) la! sorry to ella fans but this pic really give me a ella feel. i know that ella is much much more pretty than her in anyway! happily faking as uni student hahaha~~

my memories of lower sec! i really love this class! all my fun time in sec sch eduation was spend with them! all of them. of cos some didn't come la! thanks MJ for organising and sms every1. may our friendship last and always have gathering! so many lame jokes were recalled!

Posted by beetle at 2:43 AM

love

Saturday, October 04, 2008

after so many years of being single. i think i found someone who i willing to settle down with! thought he might not fit into all the requirements i want in a boyfriend but at least for now i like him.
i want to learn how to love somebody and i believe he is the best person who i can learn from!
the relationship starts too fast i guess! only knew him a few weeks and met him a few times yet he cause me to lost my sleep almost every night! WHY? perviously! sleeping is regard as the easiest task in my life!
maybe that's the power of love! i think i'm really blind now! i can't see his faluts at all! not every a sign of it! i know i'll get to see soon but how soon? i'm not sure! though i don't look forward to that day but life is life. chemistry will be gone eventually! i just hope i can learn to accept and love him more!
he always said he how fortunate he is to have me, but does he know that i'm fortunate to have him too!
be frank! i still can't accept his saying of "not dare to woo me!" yet still accepted me into his life! i doubt doubt doubt! i always wanna to ask him and clearify this but i always give up half way thru! why am i ham? i guess so ba!
how long will i be in love this time?

s
Posted by beetle at 11:34 AM

where am i now~~

Saturday, September 13, 2008

when was the last post i made? i guess that must be quite sometimes ago! Uni life generally not too bad! i met alot of new faces and saw alot old friends too~ now living in hall11, happy to be so busy with hall events cos at least i don't have to think about the school work! just like last time in poly!
Posted by beetle at 9:56 AM