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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Ooorh!
i'm extremely busy during the past holiday. i start my everyday at 1 pm. then went to a dental for trainning. then knocked off at 5 or 6 la.. depends on how many mouths the dental got to see that day.
i found that dental really earns a a quick money. just sitting on the average computer chair and doing thing ( normal polish to sugery) he can earn up to 200-500 dollars within that 3 hour operating hours. Oh my~~ how i wish i'll marry a dental when i wan to get marry.. ahaha...
the first meal of the day will take place at around 6 - 7 pm. then i nag
ding ding ding ding my handphone alarm rang accurately at 8.30pm. i'll drag myself out of bed and start my rountine night life of the day - World Cup!!! yo yo then return to my bed again at 6am... my days and night are opposite now.. though the sch had start, but it will take sometime for me to adjust my biological clock back to normal...
sadding yesterday Spain was sent home by Italy. i can't see my iker in the World Cup 2006 anymore.. good news: Brazil trashed Ghana, the stupid elephant team is finally out ( i dont' mean to insult just the way i call africa team. they are as strong and huge as elephant )
my common test is at this week i think i did really badly cos i didn't study at all. Sorry mom: Study come after World cup. Why Heat and Mass so hard arh.... issit becoz i didn't study... since Spain is out i got to find another team to support la.. who will the team be...
Orh a "Big Brother" of mine (LongFeng) is getting marry soon. i got a chance to shop for clothes with my parents $$$ la~~~ his marriage is an unexpected one ya~~ cos that gal carrying a ball now haha.. though all my "younger sisters" dont' really like her as she always try to keep feng ge from us whenever we go out... sian~~ hope she will become better to us after she got marry. i really treasure those playmates i meet in S'pore. As they are like my relatives here.
Posted by beetle at 10:40 AM

Light hearted

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

It feels terrify to be the old me. the person who love only the family and myself. No one stays in the small corner called "Love towards opposite sex" It is not so hard to get ride of that love feeling towards someone.
My heart feels so light now. i don't feel gulity to look at handsome guys anymore. i feel more comfortable. I can easily fantasize about new relationship, erm... but not at the moment.
orh~~~ exam is coming yet i did nothing about it.. i really wan to start it asap but i just can't get my brain and body to coordinate together. it's like angle and demon fighting( so far demon is on the winning side).
the part-time job i have at the thong hoe dental is pretty smooth so far. i hope i don't commit any mistakes.
aiyo i got nothing to say just wan to blog so that's how is entry comes along. if it's too boring don't blame me okay
Posted by beetle at 1:16 PM

Light hearted

It feels terrify to be the old me. the person who love only the family and myself. No one stays in the small corner called "Love towards opposite sex" It is not so hard to get ride of that love feeling towards someone.
My heart feels so light now. i don't feel gulity to look at handsome guys anymore. i feel more comfortable. I can easily fantasize about new relationship, erm... but not at the moment.
orh~~~ exam is coming yet i did nothing about it.. i really wan to start it asap but i just can't get my brain and body to coordinate together. it's like angle and demon fighting( so far demon is on the winning side).
the part-time job i have at the thong hoe dental is pretty smooth so far. i hope i don't commit any mistakes.
aiyo i got nothing to say just wan to blog so that's how is entry comes along. if it's too boring don't blame me okay
Posted by beetle at 1:16 PM

World Cup fever

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

4 year a time. i'm so excitied about it. i have been waiting for 4 years, it's not a short time. quite a no. of football player got older than i expected ( in appearance). however found a lot cute one :) .
so far i think all the strong teams are not performing. they wan to keep their energy to last?! why la~ i stay up every night just to see them do well le... anyway so far there are two matches i like. Jap vs Aus.. wow~~ Aus go go go! the first goal scored by Aus is from cahill at the last 15 minute of the match. so exciting~ before that everyone thought that aus sure to lost even the aus sopporter at the stadium were so sian~~ of the game. by unexpectedly they score 3 goal at the very late few minute of the game. cahill score 2 out of 3 sia~~ damn powerful. wander which football club he will play for the next season in europe.
Another game i like is USA vs Czech Republic. 0-3 leh world super country america lost the game to a small country who just form in 1988 sia~~ dots.. wat's the ang mo in america team thinking and doing? Czech got a player tomas rosicky... he got such rosy cheek when he play. like an apple. i wan to bite sia~~ cute cute. but he is 25 turning 26 this year... abit too old la~~ but nora u can take la.. LMAO.
korea keep it up okay. thought u are in Group G with france but we got the while asia back u up.. orh~~ korea! orh~~~ korea! orh korea korea!

Players i find cute are:
peter crouch (englang) the tall tall rolling, walking, running, robort dance stick on the field.
http://fifaworldcup.yahoo.com/06/en/w/player/194176_CROUCH_Peter.html

tomas rosicky ( czech republic) he will be playing for arsenal for the next season. confirm plus chop.
http://fifaworldcup.yahoo.com/06/en/w/player/177823_ROSICKY_Tomas.html
( this pic of him very ugly la, his charm will only show during the game. serios man is most yandao)

tonight got spain vs Ukraine. finally got to see my prince charming iker.. i looking forward to see his performance play iker.. play well man...
Posted by beetle at 8:51 PM

so...

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heart-broken... he went out with someone... i smart one... i don't know wat to think. i wan to think in a most positive way but i can't cos. it's the fact, he go out some1 else. ( maybe i saw it )
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry my love (siying) i hurt u, u shldn't have let u fall so deep becoming so helpless and weak and sad most of time. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry i hurt You! i dont' mean to.. sorry sorry sorry sorry...
Posted by beetle at 11:32 AM

Days before term break June 2006

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Yo~~~ 1, 2,3 haha~~ 3 more days! the term break will start.

honestly, i'm not so excited about it as in... i don't have a plan for this term break YET. erm.. tomorrow i'm having a "quiz" PI&C i'm so scare of it... because till now i haven't pick up the momentum of studying. How? aiyo, i don't have time to care about it now.. just got to face it and get it done. Orh.. i scored C minus for my Heat & mass. holy dooo... How can i get grades like this sia~~ i swear in the name of my dad. if i got as bad as this i will be call "chio bu"-super insult to me for the rest of my life!

arrh~~~ just seconds ago i accidentally dropped my dad's translator from my desk (100 cm above the ground) to the concrete floor. oouch it hurts and worst of all it can't start now @.@! i declare it's death NOW! (can't imagine who my dad is goin to deal with me, i'll be her secretary for invoices till i got it repair) How unlucky am i!

happened to read a entry about hair-care, i think it will take patience to get my hair shine again~~ how long? i can't wait! i not a patient person.
http://lifestyle.msn.com/beautyandfashion/hair/ArticleLHJ.aspx?cp-documentid=20421

so excited about the rainbow camp.. i got lots of ideas to share.

tml is Fu Da Ye's birthday hereby remind all the ppl who read my blog, give him a warm birthday greeting yo~~ i bought some stupid thing for him, expecting his reaction LMAO. can't help laughing now...
good luck to ppl who didn't really understand PI&C like moi. ^.^
Posted by beetle at 2:15 AM

photo i wan u too see

Saturday, June 03, 2006

i look like a di ko peh beside two of my best friend. Thai mun and ZR. too bad Guofeng not around, if not it really feel like lower sec.

girls power. the spot we are stand are the place we used to sit in Sec 2e4. from right, ZR, moi, carol and joys.i love this classroom the best. cos it's where good memories are been maunfacture. i overlook at l_wr_n_e thru the windows in sec2 haha~~

alot more pic to come. but now i'm tire so i upload tml ba~~ hee..

Posted by beetle at 12:19 PM

Him

i saw him today. in cap. very blur~~ cos i didn't wear my glasses. how i hope my eye-sight could be perfect again so that i can at least see him clearly for the 'last'-time. (i hope i'll never see him again! at least in this way i can forget him. it hurts alot.) From a far he looks and feels as attractive as before.
Why must fate make fun of me again and again. whenever i decide to give-up. fate brings him back to me again.. standing at the nearest place where i can reach yet don't dare to do so. i hate this. i try to avoid to stop the feeling of 'liking/loving' coming back again~~ but it failed terribely. Now the feeling is back, i can't stop it. it's at the stage of accelerating. i didn't talk to him at the dinner and now he is offline. i lost my chance again. Online again~~ wat the hell. i still don't dare to chat with him.
i saw him turn his face away from me when he actually saw me. i wasn't lookin at him at the first place i was on the phone with my fren. i think he thought i was lookin at him ba~~ then he quickly turn away. i only realise it was him when he make the swift turn. (the movement too abnormal) He is avoiding me too. at least it's a good sign. hinting me not to be stubborn again. just let him go. He can never be mine. i will never wish him happiness cos i'm too selfish. sorry.
Wen shi jian, qing wei he wu?
Posted by beetle at 11:59 AM