love
Saturday, October 04, 2008
after so many years of being single. i think i found someone who i willing to settle down with! thought he might not fit into all the requirements i want in a boyfriend but at least for now i like him.
i want to learn how to love somebody and i believe he is the best person who i can learn from!
the relationship starts too fast i guess! only knew him a few weeks and met him a few times yet he cause me to lost my sleep almost every night! WHY? perviously! sleeping is regard as the easiest task in my life!
maybe that's the power of love! i think i'm really blind now! i can't see his faluts at all! not every a sign of it! i know i'll get to see soon but how soon? i'm not sure! though i don't look forward to that day but life is life. chemistry will be gone eventually! i just hope i can learn to accept and love him more!
he always said he how fortunate he is to have me, but does he know that i'm fortunate to have him too!
be frank! i still can't accept his saying of "not dare to woo me!" yet still accepted me into his life! i doubt doubt doubt! i always wanna to ask him and clearify this but i always give up half way thru! why am i ham? i guess so ba!
how long will i be in love this time?
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Posted by beetle at 11:34 AM