Lost
Saturday, December 08, 2007
life? i am confused! am i?
why i didn't do my best for poly! (regret) am i? i just not very satisfy with my GPA that's all but 3.48 is still consider a good one ba!!! if not slightly above avergae! however, this grade can never bring me to my dream course in local university( chem eng.) why must local Uni set such a high standard? i'm lost! i can't take the course i'm interested in then why bother to study further? don't know why the educational system is in this way? i understand that the better grade = more chooses but what about interests? i don't understand, if a adult is not doing wat they want when they graduate and joined the the work force how can the individual do the best in their working environment? ( BIG QUESTION) -.- isn't it just like forcing yourselves to love someone u dont'?? ah la mah
Overseas? or local?
local i think i can get into some course i'm not interested in but just to take that piece of degree cert. la~~~ but is it meaningful. will it help me in the future?
Overseas? will i earn as much as those local graduate?? ( NO NO NO never as least for the starting pay) i need to take a loan!! so expensive. a foreign earth i never set foot onto before. so many uncertainty.
Life
friends around me are always great i really love everyone of them. as the only child in the family. got too many things i got to do myself. i love my family too not doubts. i wish all of them good. MJ's 2nd baby girl is cute and quiet. marriage and having my own child seems to be a very very very... far from the present me. too far to think too far to dream. maybe single will be the best for me and my parents. there is so many paths for me to chose all leading to a destination where i dont' know how it's like!!! LOST La!!
Posted by beetle at 8:03 PM