i miss the "ern" i used to use instead of the "erm" i use to give the thinking sensation!!! i think "erm" sounds really like shiting haha~ so i made up my mind to use but the "ern"! ( the reason i change from "ern" to "erm" becos i know a person called ernest and he thinks it kind of like him that's why i changed. but after these few months i think i'm stupid to make the change)

why i start today's blog with this bullshit above is... i really don't know how to start today's entry!!!
someone i know had just passed away yesterday morning but i only knew this late afternoon. ~:O~
in actually fact i heard about her accident very very early. around 10+ on tuesday morning. when i was on my way to china embassy to cancel my citizenship of china. when i heard the news in my dad's car! it was pouring heavily outside. it's all because of the heavy down pour in bukit batok area that lead to this unfortunate accident. the tree is too healthy but too weak to withstand the weight of the rainwater and eventually lost to the gravitation force of earth and fell onto my friend. i think she's on her way to work! she's such a nice person why gravitation force/tree/heaven/rainwater must take her life away?