i don't know YOU!
Monday, May 29, 2006
i felt that the person who is typing this entry is a stranger. i never know her before and i don't wish to know?
Life is so boring, so meaningless. I don't feel the need to go school, to intertain those lecturers. i don't wan to act kuai, i don't wan to act like i love everyone in the lecture grp. i just wan to me, the old me the self-egoistic me.
the greatest dissappointment i got from CPT0505 is that we are not a united class. everyone since to backstab every other, i'm sick of it. we are all hlaf-adults why must we behave in which a childish way. i dont' wan to apologise for the sack of others anymore. i don't wan to be nice from now. i think i'm too naive to treat ppl in my class as grow up. they are simply kids. immautre people.
Anyway why Poly ppl have to fake? i dont' understand. this could be the last time some of us got the chance to study. why not treasure it. why create so many unpleasant memories for one another?
Why we can't be true friends? i know that i'm living in a world full of competitors and competitions? i understand that in order to win you have to sacrifice things. But i don't wish to sacrifice the relationship i bulid up between people.
is my thinking too weird?
i appreciate you fuchang, minghuang and nora to be my best friend and supportors in my poly life thank you guys, i wont' forget you! May all good things fall on you
i love all my galfrenz.
i'm adjusting my life, don't worry about me. i'll be fine one day. if not, i'll choice not to have tomorrow.
Posted by beetle at 7:15 AM