wat color am i?
Thursday, January 29, 2009
yet another sms send by my friend to me~the question goes like this: what color am i, in your eye?
1) white-someone who meant alot to you
2) blue- someone who is very practical
3)green- someone you think of occasionally
4) yellow-someone you won't forget
5) red- the person u hate
6) orange- some who can be trust as a friend
7)pink - sex partner
8) purple - your love one
got this sms this morning from a green friend of mine! thought it might mean nothing but after u send the reply it mean something to someone!
recently, ern... how should i phrase it?
Do i still love
Yes, but i'm getting weaker. the more i ask the more answers i got the more disappointing i'm getting in the relationship. i'm simply too jealous! i hope i wasn't like this all the time but things just keep getting back to me.
Do i still care
yes, but how much am i allow to care? where is my limit? i don't want to find out yet i don't wan to know so soon.
Are you thinking of ending it now.
yes, occasionally. whenever, i lost confidence in myself!
Are you happy to be together
extremely
Do you think he love you as much as you love him
i don't have a certain answer. even thought he said he do but is that because of some other factors that make him love me now and not forever.
Are you ready for the change
NO. i don't wan to change... to the worst!
Do you want to know the truth
Maybe.... Yes i want to know. but i scare i'll tie more end knots that will present in me and in this relationship...
Will you accept the truth
i won't know what is the truth! can i choose to believe what i was told is real?
Do you think u are Noob/newbiez
yes, i'm in a mature relationship like this. i couldn't differentiate at all!
Do you still wan to be his side?
maybe. i'm not sure! i don't know when is the right time to leave? or should i ever think about it at all? Yes yes yes i wan to be with him only if he don't have the past!
i'm so sorry to us!
Posted by beetle at 9:18 AM
sms of the month
Monday, October 13, 2008
老师问学生: 人生自古谁无死...死你接下一句!学生答: 人生自古谁无屎, 有谁大便不用纸!
老师很生气, 叫学生罚站.
隔年, 老师又问回同样的问题...
这时学生聪明了!
他答: 人生自古谁无屎, 有谁大便不用纸. 若君不用卫生纸, 除非你是用手指.
老师很火大又叫学生罚站.
这时老师看见窗外下着下着雪,就遗憾地说: 上天下雪不下雨,雪到底上变成雨. 变成雨时多麻烦, 为何当初不下雨...
学生又回复老师: 老师食饭不食屎, 饭到肚子变成屎. 变成屎时多麻烦, 为何当初不屎...
就这样, 老师当场晕倒.
hahaha~~~
Posted by beetle at 4:26 AM
recalling + NS
Thursday, October 09, 2008
gathering, meet-up and hanging out with friends has become what i do for my free time! guys are enrolling into NS due to great policy of s'pore gov. i'll miss all of them cos they are so special to me in my life! we really shared alot of joys and sadness together! too many that we don't even bother! life are so rountine sian arh! everyday wake up then wait for the day to end then sleep then everything repeat itself again! i think tt's the life w/o friends. this year too many important friends had left me. luckily the friendship never die! :)
MH last long hair before he enlist to NS on 9 oct 8 together with KL girl girl !
the shit Leon who failed his NAFA end up in NS 1 month earlier than KL + MH! lousy!! hahaha still go ugly lor! only the green cap looks good! monkey + "snake"
he story goes like this! one fine afternoon on my 1st recess week in Uni these 2/3 friend drive to campus to visit me! really got touched lor! the "girl" who you see vending the tissue paper from the machine was so amazed by the existence of it. according to him he only use it in primary sch days and can't believe ppl still using it nowadays. so he told out x cents and don the tissue (excitment builds up)
finally, he got the tissue! so happy!
the left, Before and After! KL so ella (SHE) la! sorry to ella fans but this pic really give me a ella feel. i know that ella is much much more pretty than her in anyway! happily faking as uni student hahaha~~
my memories of lower sec! i really love this class! all my fun time in sec sch eduation was spend with them! all of them. of cos some didn't come la! thanks MJ for organising and sms every1. may our friendship last and always have gathering! so many lame jokes were recalled!
finally, he got the tissue! so happy!
the left, Before and After! KL so ella (SHE) la! sorry to ella fans but this pic really give me a ella feel. i know that ella is much much more pretty than her in anyway! happily faking as uni student hahaha~~
my memories of lower sec! i really love this class! all my fun time in sec sch eduation was spend with them! all of them. of cos some didn't come la! thanks MJ for organising and sms every1. may our friendship last and always have gathering! so many lame jokes were recalled! Posted by beetle at 2:43 AM
love
Saturday, October 04, 2008
after so many years of being single. i think i found someone who i willing to settle down with! thought he might not fit into all the requirements i want in a boyfriend but at least for now i like him.i want to learn how to love somebody and i believe he is the best person who i can learn from!
the relationship starts too fast i guess! only knew him a few weeks and met him a few times yet he cause me to lost my sleep almost every night! WHY? perviously! sleeping is regard as the easiest task in my life!
maybe that's the power of love! i think i'm really blind now! i can't see his faluts at all! not every a sign of it! i know i'll get to see soon but how soon? i'm not sure! though i don't look forward to that day but life is life. chemistry will be gone eventually! i just hope i can learn to accept and love him more!
he always said he how fortunate he is to have me, but does he know that i'm fortunate to have him too!
be frank! i still can't accept his saying of "not dare to woo me!" yet still accepted me into his life! i doubt doubt doubt! i always wanna to ask him and clearify this but i always give up half way thru! why am i ham? i guess so ba!
how long will i be in love this time?
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Posted by beetle at 11:34 AM
where am i now~~
Saturday, September 13, 2008
when was the last post i made? i guess that must be quite sometimes ago! Uni life generally not too bad! i met alot of new faces and saw alot old friends too~ now living in hall11, happy to be so busy with hall events cos at least i don't have to think about the school work! just like last time in poly!Posted by beetle at 9:56 AM
Here goes the new things when OLD one are gone!
Sunday, July 20, 2008
last neoprint taken with her before her return after 2 and a half years! nv before cry so much after my grandmother had left me :(sad arh~~~ signed why she got to leave?
MY DEAREST friend lin yun are gone to!!! Aus and my 1 of my best fren in sec also went to the same country leaving ppl like me in singapore missing them all the time :(
Posted by beetle at 7:04 AM
lost track of who to see
Sunday, June 22, 2008
too many yandao in the show!my advise for you to see yandao
要看帅哥就要看“天堂口”